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Poetry Can Be Dangerous

On April 19, after a day of teaching classes at Shippensburg University, I went out to my car and grabbed a box of old poetry manuscripts from the front seat of my little white beetle and carried it across the street and put it next to the trashcan outside Wright Hall. The poems were from poetry contests I had been judging and the box was heavy. I had previously left my recycling boxes there and they were always picked up and taken away by the trash department.

A young man from ROTC was watching me as I got into my car and drove away. I thought he was looking at my car, which has black flower decals and sometimes inspires strange looks. I later discovered that I, in my dark skin, am sometimes not even a person to the people who look at me. Instead, in spite of my peacefulness, my committed opposition to all aggression and war, I am a threat by my very existence, a threat just living in the world as a Muslim body.

Upon my departure, he called the local police department and told them a man of Middle Eastern descent driving a heavily decaled white Beetle with out of state plates and no campus parking sticker had just placed a box next to the trash can. My car has New York State plates, but he got the rest of it wrong. I have two stickers on my car. One is my highly visible faculty parking sticker and the other, which I just don’t have the heart to take off these days, says “Kerry/Edwards: For a Stronger America.”

Because of my recycling the bomb squad came, the state police came. Because of my recycling buildings were evacuated, classes were canceled, campus was closed. No. Not because of my recycling. Because of my dark body. No. Not because of my dark body. Because of his fear. Because of the way he saw me. Because of the culture of fear, mistrust, hatred, and suspicion that is carefully cultivated in the media, by the government, by people who claim to want to keep us “safe.”

These are the days of orange alert, school lock-downs, and endless war. We are preparing for it, training for it, looking for it, and so of course, in the most innocuous of places — a professor wanting to hurry home, hefting his box of discarded poetry — we find it.

That man in the parking lot didn’t even see me. He saw my darkness. He saw my Middle Eastern descent. Ironic because though my grandfathers came from Egypt, I am Indian, a South Asian, and could never be mistaken for a Middle Eastern man by anyone who’d ever met one.

One of those in the gathering crowd, trying to figure out what had happened, heard my description-a Middle Eastern man driving a white Beetle with out-of-state plates and knew immediately they were talking about me and realized that the box must have been manuscripts I was discarding. When the police were told I was a professor, immediately the question came back about where I was from.

At some length several of my faculty colleagues were able to get through to the police and get me on a cell phone where I explained to the university president and then to the state police that the box contained old poetry manuscripts that needed to be recycled. The police officer told me that in the current climate I needed to be more careful about how I behaved. “When I recycle?” I asked.

The university president appreciated my distress about the situation but denied that the call had anything to do with my race or ethnic background. The spokesman for the university called it an “honest mistake,” not referring to the young man from ROTC giving in to his worst instincts and calling the police but referring to me, who made the mistake of being dark-skinned and putting my recycling next to the trashcan.

The university’s bizarrely minimal statement lets everyone know that the “suspicious package” beside the trashcan ended up being, indeed, trash. It goes on to say, “We appreciate your cooperation during the incident and remind everyone that safety is a joint effort by all members of the campus community.”

What does that community mean to me, a person who has to walk by the ROTC offices every day on my way to my own office just down the hall-who was watched, noted, and reported, all in a day’s work? Today we gave in willingly and whole-heartedly to a culture of fear and blaming and profiling. It is deemed perfectly appropriate behavior to spy on one another and police one another and report on one another. Such behaviors exist most strongly in closed and undemocratic and fascist societies.

The university report does not mention the root cause of the alarm. That package became “suspicious” because of who was holding it, who put it down, who drove away. Me.

It was poetry, I kept insisting to the state policeman who was questioning me on the phone. It was poetry I was putting out to be recycled.

My body exists politically in a way I can not prevent. For a moment today, without even knowing it, driving away from campus in my little Beetle, exhausted after a day of teaching, listening to Justin Timberlake on the radio, I ceased to be a person when a man I had never met looked straight through me and saw the violence in his own heart.

Kazim Ali is a poet and novelist. He teaches at Shippensburg University and at Stonecoast, the low-residency MFA program of the University of Southern Maine. Eyewitnesses confirmed his account of the scene after he left the university. A university spokesman declined to discuss specifics of the incident or who was involved, but told Inside Higher Ed that “the response was appropriate based on the circumstances,” and that “just days after the [Virginia Tech] massacre, everybody is looking out for each other.”

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A decades or so ago, during the height of the Unibomber scare, a package arrived at one of our department offices from an unfamiliar address in San Francisco. Since the faculty member to whom it was addressed had no recollection of ordering anything from that region, the campus police were consulted, they called the State Police, who then brought down their big bomb disposal truck and trailer from Richmond, put the package in the armored container on the back of the truck, and shot it up with a shotgun. It did not explode. When the contents were finally revealed, it turned out to be a tuxedo (now full of ventilation) which the professor had ordered from Hong Kong, which had been repackaged for the USPS in San Francisco. At highly stressful times, people tend to err on the side of caution.

James R. Baron, Dimeritus at Bill and Mary, at 8:30 am EDT on April 23, 2007

Keeping Our Biases ‘N Sync

He had me up to the point where he mentioned listening to Justin Timberlake on the radio. Now I say: Lock him up!

Seriously, though, Professor Ali raises some good questions. When does vigilance become paranoia? When does ethnic profiling become racism? And, most importantly, exactly what price are we willing to pay to feel safe?

The last question, of course, is a bit misleading. For the vast majority of non-Muslim Americans, “we” are not paying any price whatsoever. It is all too easy for us to ask others to bear the burden of our insecurity. After all, we can always reassure ourselves that if the 9/11 terrorists had been blond-haired, blue-eyed Swedes, we’d all be keeping our eyes out for fair-skinned young men bearing suspcious packages.

But do we really believe that? Prior to September 11, 2001, the worst terrorist act on American soil was perpetrated in Oklahoma by young white men with short, “military-style” haircuts. Yet few, if any, Americans think of Timothy McVeigh when they see a member of, say, the college ROTC boarding their airplane.

You might conclude that this is really no big deal. After all, Professor Ali merely had to answer a few questions on his cell phone and everything was fine. But imagine what might have happened if his students and colleagues had not recognized the description of his rather unusual little white Beetle. Imagine instead that he had remained unidentified except as a “Middle Eastern” man in a car with New York plates, and that he had been pulled over on the interstate. My guess is that he would have had a very different, and far less pleasant, experience about which to write.

There’s obviously nothing wrong with thoughtful vigilance, but there is something very wrong with ethnic profiling. At the very least, we should probably ask ourselves one question before we contact the authorities: Would I still find this behavior suspicious if I was the Muslim and the man carrying the package was a member of the ROTC?

Unapologetically Tenured, at 8:55 am EDT on April 23, 2007

Be Tolerant

Be tolerant of the fact that people are being cautious. It is a reality that people know that at this time in the world, islamic fundamentalism is the source of much indiscriminate bombing. Only a fool would not acknowledge that reality.

It is unforturnate that a person with dark colored skin has to be aware of the impression being made by his or her actions because of the actions of others. In this climate of fear, how can someone tell if you and your actions evoke suspicion or not? If it had been someone other than you with a malovent intent and nothing were done, what then?

The situation of violene through terrorism however is a reality. If anyone ignores reality, they live in a wishful world.

In protecting themselves, it is not unacceptible that people are erring on the side of being safe. Persons, no matter the skin color, doing anything appearing suspicious are potentially subject to someone else’s concern. It unfortunately is the situation of today’s world. Too bad someone in Oklahoma didn’t get suspicious of McVeigh and Nichols when they bought all of that fertilizer to make a bomb.

We all must be careful, unfortunately. I suggest you be tolerant and understanding. We do live in one of the most free societies in the world but mistakes can be made.

Craig Rambo, at 9:25 am EDT on April 23, 2007

Profiling

Anyone with any actual knowledge of effective police work can tell you that racial and ethnic profiling is worse than useless. It drives whole communities away from the kind of cooperation that might make us safer, so honestly, we should have zero tolerance for that.

As unapologetically tenured points out, we only “profile” this way when the people do not look like us. There were no aggressive car stops of white farm boys in pick-up trucks leaving the feed store after Oklahoma City, and there has been no round up of midwestern Marines after Haditha. And, in both cases, that instinct, unlike this sad case of poor ROTC training, is correct. 99.9999 percent of people buying mass quantities of fertilizer are, surprise, surprise, farmers, 99.9999% of Marines have strong enough morals to prevent incidents like Haditha, hunting down all who fit these profiles is ridiculous.

Behavioral Profiling is something good cops do every day (and always have), and it is effective, because it does not divert resources to a cardboard box next to a recycling center, and it does not assault being based on appearances or place of birth. Nor is it the absurd waste of effort that leaves US airport TSA agents searching the shoes of infants.

Mr. “Rambo” above may feel well trained enough to make these judgments, and he may have the requisite skin tone and vehicle type that ensures that he will not have police weapons put in his face whenever he makes an innocent move, and that is probably lovely for him, but “erring on the side of caution” in the wrong way quickly creates a chilling climate and separates ordinary citizens from their community and their state, and nothing we could do would be worse for national security than that.

Ira Socol, Michigan State University, at 10:10 am EDT on April 23, 2007

This is an unfortunate story. To be sure, it’s terrible that Professor Ali had even to think about questions from police when all he hoping to do was head home. I would add, however, that it’s also pretty terrible when a regular old college student — not one in a war zone — feels like he has to worry about large unmarked boxes dropped quickly by a trash can.

These days, a person can get a citation for leaving bags or boxes around at airports and train stations. That’s because those are viewed as primary targets for terrorist activity, and after September 11th and the London, Madrid, and India-Pakistan rail tragedies, you could argue that there are some good reasons for such a view.

Maybe until last week, thinking the same way about a peaceful, pleasant college campus would have seemed ridiculous, and my sincere hope is that at some point in the future it will seem ridiculous again. But not today. Probably not for a long, long time.

And one last comment: people who experience severe chest pain are often reluctant to call for an ambulance. It’s heartburn, they say, or indigestion. But if you ask a doctor, he or she will say — I can practically guarantee it! — that it’s better to have paramedics standing over your upset stomach than to have nobody standing over your heart attack. What if it hadn’t been Professor Ali doing some recycling? What if it had been someone less peaceful and opposed to aggression but the ROTC cadet (and I wonder why he’s identified as such, rather than just as a student)ignored it... and by the next day there was no office to which the professor could return? It’s certainly not a likely scenario. But then again, most times when college students peek through the windows of a classroom, they’re not carrying handguns.

Regine, at 10:30 am EDT on April 23, 2007

Professor Socol, I’m confused. Where exactly did you get the information that the student in question was a “sad case of poor ROTC training"? I must have missed some very informative paragraphs in Professor Ali’s comments.

Regine, at 10:30 am EDT on April 23, 2007

Not a professor

Poorly trained? It is an assumption based on the story. The student was being vigilant, as expected, but in doing so missed obvious points of observational information and added in wild assumptions. This is why paranoia does not increase security, but damages it. Police chasing nonsense are not doing actual police work.

As for the “doctor standing over” an upset stomach, well, that’s the same problem. Again, it is a massive diversion of scarce resources. The US spends triple what any other nation spends on health care to get a less healthy population just because of this kind of paranoia. And US security efforts at complex searching of everyone at airports diverts resources from true anti-terrorist efforts (the London liquid bomb plot was not stopped by airport security, or by military action, or by fancy spy methods, but by classic detective work involving building information from the community).

I am not saying that people will not, naturally, display paranoid responses to incidents like these, simply that they are completely counter-productive, and we, as societal leaders, need to discourage that for the sake of both fairness and security.

Ira Socol, Michigan State University, at 11:15 am EDT on April 23, 2007

Being under suspicion

My husband and I used to drive a retired police car, a Ford Crown Victoria that still sported dual spotlights and numerals on the back bumper.

One day in 1991, we were in a Feed and Seed store, and our son, a biology student, was looking at the ingredients of all of the bird seed mixtures to see if any of them had thistle seed, which was a preferred nutrient for songbirds. This took quite a long time, and I sat down and waited on a bench near the checkout. We ended up leaving without purchasing anything, because he had already purchased another bag of seed from the competition. Being the compulsive type, though, he had to make sure that he had made the best buy.

We had driven a few blocks and were pulling into a parking lot to go to the public library, when we were surrounded by police cars. It seemed that our “suspicious behavior” had prompted a call to the police. The store owner surmised that we probably had killed a state patrolman and were going on a crime spree.

Luckily, I had my faculty i.d. in my wallet, proving local residence (since the car had out-of-state plates, and my husband had not moved to the area yet), and I opened the trunk and showed the bag of bird seed as evidence of our intentions to feed the birds.

That experience did not involve any racial profiling, but it was prompted by our violation of a set of expectations shared by the store owner and checkout clerk.

Luckily, the police accepted our explanation and closed the conversation by saying, “Don’t let this leave a bad taste in your mouth.”

I think that is generally good advice. In a week when poetry students are suddenly viewed as dangerous, perhaps a box of poems could have been reasonably seen as threatening.

Let’s all try to find peace in our hearts and our world today.

Peaceful professor, at 12:30 pm EDT on April 23, 2007

Let’s Talk Probabilities

I am a probabilist. While virtually everyone makes subjective probability estimates with great frequency, I am especially aware of the ones I make.

So let me recast this situation from my perspective, (1) with one minor change and (2) pretending that I’m the young ROTC student.

“So here I am standing in the vicinity of Wright Hall, a campus building housing the Counseling Center, ROTC, and the Academic Success Program.

http://www.ship.edu/about/campus05.html

A hot babe drives up in her car, and being a hot babe profiler here at Shippensburg, I’m thinking, ‘Hmmm, P[Hot babe at Shippensburg] = 0.30.’ But then I notice that her car is a white VW Beetle with flowers decals all over it. I’m thinking, ‘P[White Beetle with black flower decals on campus] = 0.005.’ Then I happen to notice that the car has out of state tags, and I think, ‘Okay, P[Out-of-state-tags on campus] = 0.05.’ Then I notice that this babe takes a box out of her car, and puts it next to a trash can next to Wright Hall — where it is not likely th attract attention – and then drives off. I’m trying to think of the last time I saw something like that, and I come up with P[Suspicious behavior] = 0.001.

Unfortunately, I don’t have my calculator with me at the moment and I realize these are not independent events, but I make a quick mental calculation and get P[What I just saw makes sense] = 0.00000075. So I’m thinking this is close to the proverbial statistician’s definition of a miracle. I mean it’s a p-value that psychologists only encounter in their dreams. Well, I’m a responsible guy and we have all been encouraged to report suspicious behavior ... I think I’ll report this to the Security Department.”

Oh yes, I have two additional probability estimates.

1. P[Recyclable materials dropped off at a random trash container on campus ends up being recycled, rather than being spread across the local land fill] = 0.003. What was he thinking?

2. P[Ira Socol makes an insightful observation in an InsideHigherEd discussion like this one] = 0.30.

Frizbane Manley, at 1:35 pm EDT on April 23, 2007

Mr. Rambo mentioned earlier “It is a reality that people know that at this time in the world, islamic fundamentalism is the source of much indiscriminate bombing. Only a fool would not acknowledge that reality.” I would like to point him and others to a small article written recently by a Swede Kristoffer Larsson, about the Islamic threat in Europe, in numbers. The article can be accessed at http://www.counterpunch.org/larsson04212007.html

I am sure that US data would not be that different.

TM, at 1:55 pm EDT on April 23, 2007

Thanks TM, that was a good little article. I think the stats on US attacks would indeed be similar. I for one can’t think of a single terrorist attack on US soil that’s been blamed on Islamists since 9/11. As for those supposedly foiled, well, even those charges seem to repeatedly prove false.

Willie Mink, at 3:20 pm EDT on April 23, 2007

Perhaps I should not be surprised by the fear-spawned paranoia of an American college student—ROTC or otherwise. Perhaps I should not be surprised by the arrogant reaction of the local police who cautioned Professor Ali to be careful about his behavior in these troubled times. (Careful indeed, it the good doctor had been armed with, egad, a cell phone, who knows where this might have gone.) I certainly should not be surprised by the tepid response of the university administration. These are all predictable. But, I am a little, well, unsettled by the paternalistic, “let’s not get carried away,” “caution is understandable,” “nothing really that bad happened,” clichés in the comments.

I admit to being outraged by what happened to Prof. Ali. Not, obviously, because on some absolute scale of human suffering, it rates as a great human tragedy, but because of what it represents. Minus the phenotypical markers that converted him into a Middle-Easterner in the racializing gaze of a young student, his only crime was to recycle a box of old manuscripts. Granted, he was not detained, manhandled, or arrested… then again he was not unlucky enough to have been in a face-to-face confrontation with beat cops worried about what if and as spoon fed on images of dark-skinned terrorists as the rest of us.

At issue here is more than “profiling,” though—the action of the student was not just civic minded caution: it was fear mongering, in himself first of all. What if? What if that box had been a bomb? A bomb cleverly planted next to a … dumpster? Why couldn’t the student see the faculty parking sticker? Seeing the New York plates and the a dark-skinned “foreigner” he didn’t have to look—he knew it wasn’t there.

I try to imagine what Prof. Ali could do differently, to be less “suspicious.” I imagine him asking, per impossible, “Yes, officer, I understand: what do you advise?”

“Well, Mr. Ali, I’m glad you asked. All you have to do is stop triggering our racist, xenophobic, and ethnocentric biases with your Middle Eastern appearance. And by the way, that business about NOT being Middle Easter because you are Indian, doesn’t cut it around here: real Americans take pride in not being able to tell the difference. You just watch yourself mister.”

Translation: Well, you can’t be white, so nothing else matters.

Wake-up call: What happened at Virginia Tech was a tragedy, but it did not make the work a more dangerous place. Paranoid and racist reactions, however, will surely make it a less humane one.

Just Visiting, at 5:15 am EDT on April 24, 2007

Vigilant?

The ROTC kid was vigilant? Hardly, vigilant would’ve been walking over and looking in the box.

I think the word for his actions is LAZY.

Christopher Milton, at 1:35 pm EDT on April 24, 2007

Outraged & Intolerant of Racial Profiling

I am outraged by what happened to Kazim Ali, though not surprised given our country’s history of racial profiling and INtolerance for its non-white communities. I am also outraged (though not surprised) by the harassment by the police and by the non-response of the university administration.

Although I’m sure there will be an increase in INtolerance after the Virginia Tech shooting for Asian Americans and others historically viewed as “suspicious", namely non-whites, immigrants, etc, I can’t say with confidence that such an incident would not have happened prior to Virginia Tech.

Kazim Ali is lucky that he still has his life.

Have we forgotten the recent (but prior to Virginia Tech) shooting death of Sean Bell, an unarmed African American man whom the New York City police shot to death 50 times right before he was going to be married? Should we be tolerant of his death, a “mistake” at the hands of the police? Should we tell his fiance — Sorry, please be tolerant of the fact that as a black man, he was a suspicious figure in these times, which is why he couldn’t be with you on your wedding day?

Have we forgotten Kuancheng Kao, a Chinese man who police mistakenly shot in Rohnert Park, assuming he knew martial arts?

Or have we forgotten the incarceration of 20,000 peoples of Japanese ancestry during World War II?

There are many such examples of how our nation has been INtolerant of people who it deemed “dangerous” and “suspicious” based on race, ethnicity, skin color. What happened to Kazim Ali follows a long line of such incidents. We cannot afford any more Sean Bells or Kuancheng Kaos and we cannot sit idly by if we know that this kind of profiling is happening within our communities.

Outraged!, at 3:05 pm EDT on April 24, 2007

Poetry can be dangerous

How can we rationalize leaping from a box being dropped off at a trash container to the internment of Japanese-Americans? On the surface it would appear to a rational individual that we have made a mountain from a mole hill and our intellectuals have overthought a very common daily mistaken but cautious observation.....Another opinionated larry

Larry Calloway, at 9:10 am EDT on April 25, 2007

To all the apologists for “unfortunate yet necessary vigilance” out there:

Yes, I do agree that terrorism and Muslim extremism exist. It would be stupid to argue otherwise. Yet on the ladder of things that I fear in my day-to-day life, they rank about as high up as getting sh!t on by a bird.

The example of Timothy McVeigh is a good one. Before 9/11, no one bothered to be leery of young white males with short cropped hair. Well, except me and those like me, since I’m not a white male.

And despite the acts committed on 9/11, 5 times as many people were killed that year by drunk drivers. Twice as many people were murdered that year with firearms. Yet there is no public backlash against drinking, gun fanatics, etc.

It is easier to focus on an “enemy” when there is a

1) single collective description to abide by

and

2) they are different from us.

We can’t do anything about drunk drivers because so many different people do it. We can’t stop gun proliferation because so many of our acquaintances are pro-gun. But terrorists? They’re brown and Muslim. VA Tech? Those damn Asians. They’re different and they’re dangerous. At best, we might have one or two friends who fall in that category. Then it becomes even easier to make them second-class citizens (or not citizens at all) because we can say “well I’m not racist, because I have a friend/co-worker/sister-in-law/etc. who is Asian/Persian/Arabic/etc.”

Scared, at 4:00 pm EDT on May 1, 2007

Incompetents

The police who acted on this “tip” should be officially reprimanded and the tipster should be charged with “something” and made to pay for wasting the public’s time and money. If we had severe penalties for public servants who acted with incompetence (and the people who caused the problem in the first place), we wouldn’t have these kinds of problems.

If you read the accounts, there were no facts that justified the level of police response or suspicion. A dark skinned man with out of state plates left a box at the dumpster? Maybe we should call the police everytime we see a white male in a van drive by more than once because they might be serial killers.

I find it appalling that some people in the “majority” justify all the small daily injustices and insults that others have to suffer. I have to admit, some perverse part of me really wants to see the day when whites will become the minority and laws will be passed specifying that perhaps Spanish will be the official American language. Whites will also be required to register at the local police department and wear ankle bracelets. It’s not that big a price to ensure the public safety in a democracy where the majority rules, right?

Angry, at 4:30 am EDT on May 2, 2007

Re: Poetry can be dangerous

Honestly, until you’ve walked a day in my or any other non-caucasian’s shoes in this country, it really is hard to understand how deeply incidents like this affect us. To all caucasians who counsel patience and understanding, please go walk off a cliff or something. If you’ve never been pulled over for DWB, DWL, or DWA (driving while black, driving while latino, driving while asian or any other form of wrongful ethnic driving) and told to, “shut your mouth if you know what’s good for you, boy,” or my favorite, “put your hands on the vehicle and spread em,” then it’s really hard to understand our point of view. I don’t mean to say that all caucasians are evil. I’m just saying that unless you’ve experienced racial profiling first hand, then you really shouldn’t be telling us to just chill out. You wouldn’t tell a rape victim to just calm down, learn patience, and be at peace with the world. You would just do your best to try to be understanding and provide the best support you can. This professor has a very good reason to feel angry. Now can we just try to be understanding and use this situation to try to better understand the root of the problem, just plain ignorance.

Bumblefreak, student, at 4:30 am EDT on May 2, 2007

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